better than i expected.

i went to this last interview at the hotel which contacted me last week i think to ask if i was available for an interview. i'm THINKING that i've interviewed here before.. not only because i got the typical deja-vu feeling when i went into the hotel and told them i was there for an interview but also because the guy who was interviewing me himself asked me if i had interviewed there before because he recognized me from another time. hopefully he remembers me for a good reason. so at least i'm not the only one who got that deja-vu feeling, so i'm thinking i more than likely have interviewed there before. he asked me questions and i answered them honestly (and i'm pretty sure i didn't say anything i would regret- like i usually do). he said he'd get back to me in a few days about the job, in my past experience with interviews- they usually tell me they'll get back to me next week or when they're done interviewing people.. so HOPEFULLY he actually gives me good news in a few days. when i was on my way home, i DID get to see the shithole i FIRST lived at, i mean- i usually get to see a relatively close view on tuesdays when i go to sabathani, but this was from a different side of the apartment and i'm pretty sure it was closer. i'm going to sabathani community center in like a half an hour. my care coordinator got back to me about getting an appointment to get my cpap fixed sooner and said he'd send me an email of a provider who will ACTUALLY fix it because my insurance is ACTUALLY in network (which is why i suspected they pushed my original appointment out so far anyway.. people don't like covering my insurance). i think i got about 5 hrs of sleep last night, just because i turned my tv off earlier than usual in an attempt to help me get more sleep- i laid there with my eyes closed for probably around 2 hrs until i FINALLY fell asleep naturally. i can't breathe properly to sleep and NO- i've NEVER smoked cigarettes in my whole life (which i'm almost positive is part of the cause of my apnea- second-hand smoke). that's probably ONE of the causes- but the other cause probably is because of the SIDE EFFECTS to my palate surgeries because i remember reading a paper that said i might have to use a cpap in order to breathe properly when i sleep after i had the surgeries (there were at least THREE- including the minor ones to adjust the threads on my palate i'm pretty sure). i'm gonna get ready to go to sabathani now.